HOSPITAL SATURDAZE

Starting with a deep breath

i still owe to myself

and a knife that never found its place

between the bones of my chest

we both shared a vision today, separately

of motherly lapses and brotherly loves

and we stared at the windows and aisles

of the hospital saying

there's more people waiting

cause, there's more people dying.

Our alphabet skills and grammar couldn't help

but, make knowledge our privilege on

how to give up and make some tea

We'd rather be drinking coffee tonight somewhere far away

from the doctors and the vending machines

somewhere between the cold grass and the

banned pictures of boys kissing bosses

car crash lovers bitting shoulders

but, i know you can't sleep after you have some coffee

so, i'll just settle for that.

TOM FORD'S BLACK ORCHID

I took some time and remembered tonight

not everything, but, just

the simple things

that i can't explain.

We always meet in eerie silence.

I always forget the facts

I never forget perfumes.

We met between Ana Karina's illusions

and Pessoa's house,

right where nowhere crosses

dreaming of nowhere.

Remember i never write love poems.

I haven't told our story for a while now

but, i remember you because

you make me proud to believe that

i know everything

when i acquire nothing.

Once, you claimed i stole your whole personality.

I told you:

"I only steal from the best."

Descending into the void of the everyday

with a new identity

i'm not myself

i'm the greatest expense the I has made

now that our pockets are empty

we'll finally find out

what we are

willing

to share

THE BUREAUCRACY OF SEX

MANIFEST

Dreaming of love
in this union of egoists
is like sending a letter to god,
he will never write back.

COFFEE WITH THE DEVIL

The Devil knocked on our door for sugar
yesterday
and i offered
nothing more than
a smile.

The Devil should drink his coffee black
and must eat no candy.
That's how he wonders in my dreams,
he comes from time to time.

I don't like the fact that he makes his presence
so visible to me, but,

i guess it's just his idiosyncracy.

The Devil knocked on our door today
and i was at bed again
so, i left him waiting
till the World's End.