hire me now
in a record store
with all the cobains
and the coltranes
and the strummers
and i'll be happy in-between the legacy of the dead
hire me now
in a field
watching the birds lair on my shoulders
as i stand still, imitating
a scarecrow
hire me now
to stand as a surveillance camera
in the hum of the city
cctv of other people's lives
hire me now
to play myself
the absolution in paradox
stalked the mistakes of other people's routine
in order to forget
mine
Dec 21, 2009
Dec 19, 2009
Dec 17, 2009
we are the leftovers of generation x
the generation "what?" with nothing left to protect
we serve the dominant's praise to an early grave
and rape each other to feed our satiate hate
society is chasing tranny prostitutes
but what's wrong with just a couple dudes
dressed as girls
playing stick and balls
after their 9 to 5 hell?
forfeit our generation with the respect it deserves
we are silhouttes flying blind to a freedom untied
but we've lost faith in anything divine
are we destined to raise our kids in diet soda and cable tv
or should we drag their bodies right into the body drop pit?
the generation "what?" with nothing left to protect
we serve the dominant's praise to an early grave
and rape each other to feed our satiate hate
society is chasing tranny prostitutes
but what's wrong with just a couple dudes
dressed as girls
playing stick and balls
after their 9 to 5 hell?
forfeit our generation with the respect it deserves
we are silhouttes flying blind to a freedom untied
but we've lost faith in anything divine
are we destined to raise our kids in diet soda and cable tv
or should we drag their bodies right into the body drop pit?
Dec 15, 2009
HIDE & SEEK
We found God
in the back of our minds
at the bottom of our bottles
in dirty urinals
in driver seats of crashed cars
in akward silences
and
heartattacks
in people dying at 23
in people dying at 33
in people dying from thirst
in people dying from lovethirst
in the photographs of our parents
happily lying on the grass
between the legs of our lovers
inside the velvet of our lungs
inside the jar that lies next to our bed where we put water and Dracula's teeth in case we choke during sleep or we wake up after another wet dream.
We found God in the lines of our hands
but, opened them all at once
because who desires perfection
when you got such an adventure
?
in the back of our minds
at the bottom of our bottles
in dirty urinals
in driver seats of crashed cars
in akward silences
and
heartattacks
in people dying at 23
in people dying at 33
in people dying from thirst
in people dying from lovethirst
in the photographs of our parents
happily lying on the grass
between the legs of our lovers
inside the velvet of our lungs
inside the jar that lies next to our bed where we put water and Dracula's teeth in case we choke during sleep or we wake up after another wet dream.
We found God in the lines of our hands
but, opened them all at once
because who desires perfection
when you got such an adventure
?
Dec 14, 2009
Dec 13, 2009
121209
Jon is far away
My friends live at a sidewalk
Modern girls are alcoholics
and i'm as betrayed as a nun in a monastery,
the day she found out that the priest has abandoned holiness and defrauded the church money.
Chris said the only thing he cares about is where and how he can find smokes. He meant it.
Then i fell asleep on my brother's bed and i woke up at 4am and went to fall asleep again on the couch till early in the morning. The other kids left a couple of minutes later.
My friends live at a sidewalk
Modern girls are alcoholics
and i'm as betrayed as a nun in a monastery,
the day she found out that the priest has abandoned holiness and defrauded the church money.
Chris said the only thing he cares about is where and how he can find smokes. He meant it.
Then i fell asleep on my brother's bed and i woke up at 4am and went to fall asleep again on the couch till early in the morning. The other kids left a couple of minutes later.
Dec 12, 2009
thoughts on death
i masturbate
while listening to sounds of dolphins swimming
coming out of the speakers
from an old record they sold me for relaxing
and the cars are passing down the street,
so ordinary and so
compelling
thinking the fall off the balcony.
i jerk like i did
when i was 16
small teenage dumbhead
fat little kid with hyper hormone efficiency
and i throw my gum off the balcony.
the old lady sitting on the ground floor
became dead lady
two years ago.
she was collecting my gums
as i was jerking around.
now
who will collect my livers and lungs
when i fall off to the floor
like those chewing gums did
after i masturbated
when i was 16
?
while listening to sounds of dolphins swimming
coming out of the speakers
from an old record they sold me for relaxing
and the cars are passing down the street,
so ordinary and so
compelling
thinking the fall off the balcony.
i jerk like i did
when i was 16
small teenage dumbhead
fat little kid with hyper hormone efficiency
and i throw my gum off the balcony.
the old lady sitting on the ground floor
became dead lady
two years ago.
she was collecting my gums
as i was jerking around.
now
who will collect my livers and lungs
when i fall off to the floor
like those chewing gums did
after i masturbated
when i was 16
?
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